To blog, or not to blog...

I can't believe it's 2009 already. Seriously? Where does the time go?

It's hard writing a blog when all you really do is work and work and work. One of the downfalls to working two jobs, plus that whole I can't say no thing. New Year's Resolution? I think yes! Er.. Anyway, I think I concentrate on what other people think of me to where I forget to take time for myself.

But with the working, I don't come up with much as far as anything to say.

The only other thing I've done lately is play a ton of Rock Band 2. So, not much there either.

New Year's resolution #2? Finding more things to blog about. I'd like to have something people want to read, instead of me complaining and being nostalgic all the time. I could talk about my new-found Twilight obsession, but that too would get boring. I need something exciting to happen.

Finally, the third New Year's resolution I intend on sticking with is being more outgoing. I know from what people DO tell me they see they like. I need to reword that. I mean, once I open up, people like what they see. The difference is showing people that fun side of me first. I am shy by nature, so being open and being honest about certain things scare me.

Oh there is one more. I need to stop worrying about what people think of me. This ties into #3 the more I think about it but I like to worry and fret about whether or not people like me, but it shouldn't matter. What matters is if I'm happy, and if I like what I'm doing. The only people who should matter are my friends, and they shouldn't mind what I do so long as it's not harmful to them or myself.

So there you have it. My New Years stuff in a nutshell. Happy New Year!